bye2 2011..!

only few more days left for 2011..
its been a good year for me...KINDA! hahaha...
as usual..ups and down throughout the year tho..

as up to this point, I have 2 unpublished entries! y is that so? bcoz im just plain lazy to finish those entries..plus I lost words/ideas while finishing the entries.
here, I would like to try my best to finish it.
a lot to share, but I was thinking who the hell does cares. right??

firstly, there are few thing I've done..that I don't want to do! its kinda unintentionally or it just doesn't turn out the way it should be? get it? please bear with me..



till my next entry..!

okay, i know..i know november dah nak habes!

tapi i nak tulis jugak. sbb rasa bengang!!!

saya sepatutnya menerima segala pandangan orang laen terhadap saya, tidak kira positf mahupun negatif. tapi tidak semua perkara harus di iyakan sahaja. bantahan itu perlu!

Letting go is never easy...

Happy Halloween..eh silap..happy October!!!

Referring to the title above...is it true?
To me, YES!
this means by letting go a person completely,truthfully and sincerely.
Its kinda crucial thing to discuss about.
because when someone ask you, are you okay, have you move on from him, or even are you glad you're not with him. what are your answers??
answer with confidence and sincerity!
my answer is, time heals almost everything..!
please agree with me..*please*

TIME thought me a few things.
these includes how to let go..

TIME has made me understand why you shouldn't attend your ex's wedding!

and

TIME taught me not to attend your ex's reception!!

haha..thanks heaps time! maybe this post should be name 'time'

but then, you can always attend the wedding of the person you admires most, or you use to have crush on!

as the saying says, as you grow older, you gonna be wiser.

aMazed..!

This came in late. Better late than never...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

Referring to the title above,there are few things/events that amazed me lately.

How I managed to reunite with my childhood friend. She was my primary schoolmate..we have lost contact about 14 years ago. I found her recently in Facebook! TQ FB!! The amazing thing is she still remember who my 1st crush is!!!! OMG!!! I really hope no one reminds me of him. Ok, that was like a decade age of story. Even after a number of years apart we still friends like before,Alhamdulillah. Thank You Allah SWT for a lovely and wonderful friend.

All praises to Allah SWT for granting me a very joy able and memorable Eid celebration. Subhanallah.

Hmm, somehow I want to freeze time that I cherish most. So that I wouldn't have to keep it as memory only. I want to live with it.


p/s: An update, hitam pun sudahh!!!

eeeuuWWW!!!

grrr...geram btul la dengan orang2 yang mengada2 tak bertempat ni!
tolonglah! orang laen masih ada banyak perkara yang lebih penting untuk dipikir dan diberi perhatian.

owh,now i get it. You ni ATTENTION SEEKER!
when will you get the idea, that life is not always about YOU!?
kesian you...nampak sangat kebosanan..
tapi bayangkan kalau semua orang yang bosan buat perkara yang sama. tak ke huru-hara semua benda/orang?
semua orang ada masa2 kebosanan masing2...tapi ada banyak benda laen lagi yang boleh buat kan? contohnya, seperti main games! PC games je kalau da awak tu takde kawan nak main sports..sebab pc games boleh main je sesuka hati pun...takpun keluar pegi jogging atau jalan2...ada banyakla benda laen yang boleh dilakukan ketika bosan dan berfaedah pulak tu.

Oh Em Gee..!

Yeah, I did went for holiday..if you ever wonder.
Dan I sempat balik kampung juga!!! OMG!

Alhamdulillah semuanya sempat dilaksanakan sebelum menyambut ketibaan Ramadhan yang penuh barakah ini.

Percutian hari itu sangat mengujakan,memenatkan dan menyeronokkan. Pictures? some of it available on facebook. Thanks kawan2!!!!

Its AUGUST! so, I'm excited sangat!!!! you know why...

hmm...I miss YOU. I know you are just a phone call away...but I have no reason to call or even txt you...apatah lagi untuk jumpa YOU.

I guess, kalau ada rezeki nanti kita berjumpa la yea..hahhahaha.

dat's it for now..ada banyak lagi benda yang harus di update..tapi..TUNGGU LA YEA..!!!

Soulmate!

My fave at the moment.

Layan the video and lyrics. Somehow the lyric touches me!!!!!

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Cuti ker??

Helloo julai!

Finally! I nak g bercuti dis month..yela, next month is fasting month. tak bermakna percutian itu andai tak di lengkapi dgn jalan2 cari makan...betul tak?
dah lama tak pegi bercuti...dah lama tak balik kampung...
inshaAllah minggu depan nak balik kampung kejap! akhirnya!!!

fine. fine. i know im over excited!

Syukur...

kenapa manusia susah sgt untuk bersyukur? untuk berterima kasih kepada Illahi atas segala kurniaanNya? tak kira apa yang Dia beri itu kesusahan mahupun kesenangan?

Contoh, Allah SWT dah menganugerahkan rezeki nasi pada pagi itu, tp kita akan tanya lagi...nasi je ke? ayam takde? ikan? yes, maybe not ALL of us did that....ada yang selalu bersyukur apa yang sudah diberi Tuhan.

Jadi, ingatan kepada diri saya sendiri...sentiasa bersyukur dan teruskanlah usaha andai menginginkan sesuatu.

p/s: putih sudah...silver pun sudah...hitam bila lagi?? hahaha

Boleh pinjamkan saya....?

hehe..boleh tak? (rujuk kpd tajuk entri)

Nak pinjam apa?
sesuka hati je nak pinjam2 barang orang..kenal pun tidak...
Pernah tak terfikir yang kita akan bagi pinjam barang2 yang kita sayang pada orang yang kita tak kenal? completely stranger i mean!
NO! its a big no, no.

Sebagai seorang manusia kita mempunyai rasa tidak percaya terhadap orang laen, terutama sekali kalau nak pinjamkan barang ke apa ke...kenapa eh?

tapi kenapa Allah SWT selalu meminjamkan nikmat2 kepada kita? meminjamkan kemewahan, kesihatan, keluarga, rakan2? semua perkara/benda kat dunia hanya pinjaman dari Illahi. Allah itu kan bersifat pemurah!
kita harus bersedia dengan segala kemungkinan, kerana apa sahaja yang kita punyai boleh disentap dalam sekelip mata!
jika kita alpa dengan pinjamanNya, tidak bersyukur, nescaya pinjaman itu tidak akan tahan lama.

redha. kerana Dia maha mengetahui apa yang terbaek untuk kita.
apa sahaja yang dilakukanNya hanyalah untuk kebaikan.
Cinta yang kekal, abadi hanyalah cinta kepadaNya.


Wasalam.

Bila lagi??

Ha..bila lagi?

Aduh..soalan yg sentiasa menghujani diri saya tiap kali saya ke kenduri kahwin..!

Tolonglah...takde ke soalan2 laen yang boleh ditanya? sihat ke? ada duit ke? happy ke?
as if kahwin is everything, no offence..it is!

Have you ever heard, marriage is gambling?
indeed, its true. walaupun gambling tu haram!
Sebab, masa depan tak siapa tahu apa akan terjadi...hanya Dia yang tahu.
Jadi, walaupun kita nak memperjudikan masa depan sendiri...kita kena tahu cara bermain, peraturan permainan, durasi, siapa lawan kita, lokasi dan beberapa perkara laen yang seangkatan dengannya! kalau kita kalah judi nanti pun, tidaklah kita kalah bodoh2 je kata orang. Sekurang2nya kita kalah selepas kita dah berhabisan berjuang dalam perjudian itu.
Kalau nak berjudi pun payah, apatah lagi nak kahwin!

Woot..woot..

Its just damn hard finding a guy who can accept who you are..good and bad side of you.
not to say im choosy! but its reality.
whenever you fall for someone, there's no guarantee that someone gonna fall for you too!

hmm..bila dah jumpa yang sesuai, yang sepadan, yang memahami..takde jodoh bersama pulak..harus redha dengan ketentuanNya. we might get a better one than what we missed out.

Kesimpulan: harus terus berusaha, tawakal dan redha.
sounds easy kan?

Yang Lama Jauh Lebih Bagus!

pernah tak rasa dan menghargai apa yang kita dah punyai lama dulu sebenarnya jauh lebih berharga, bernilai dan berguna?

Sekurang2nya itu yang saya dapat sebagai konklusi dari hujung minggu baru ni..
yang lama tu jauh lebih elok dari apa yang saya tercari2 atau idam2 kan...
macam benda antik juga la...lagi lama lagi mahal..
kualitinya tiada tolok bandingan!
priceless!

Semoga Allah SWT terus merahmati saya dengan anugerah itu.

Lagu apa?

haha...
currently, my fave song is Got to Go, Selamat Tinggal and Menyesal.
Kenapa eh? im trying hard to find out why these songs keep on jingling in my mind..day and night tau..=)

why meh?

owh and tak sabar nak tgk cite Nur kasih, Kongsi!

hmmm..hmmm...hmmm

adoyai..lama sungguh tak merapu kat sini eh?

hmm..ups and downs for the past months..

happy birthday to mama on 5th April
to ah chong, 7th
to melor, 8th
to eroll, 25th..conrgrats on your engagement jugak ye!
to Ad, 26th...
ada sape2 x yg termiss utk april birthdays?

MAY
happy birthday to BAba on 1st May..thanks your besday falls on sunday..so dat all the workers had monday off!
to ayah ngoh 7th,
to saser, Q, hawa dan ramai lg...ada bnyk hr lagi utk ke Jun kan?

Furthermore, I've been to countless numbers of weddings,engagement of my friends.
Congrats to all of you...Semoga kekal bersama selamanya.


Owh yea, my wrist hurts so badly and still hurts...
im on medication..yucks! hate it! not the mecidine,just hating it coz i have to take it 3 times a day..
susah tau nak ingat untuk makan ubat setiap kali selepas makan..
selalu je terlupa..!
urat oh urat! bila ko nak sembuh??

luar jangkaan..

mcm2 yg terjadi dlm hidup ni di luar jangkaan kita kan?
lain yang kita rancang, lain pula yang terjadi..ini kerana Dia ada rancangan yang lebih baik untuk kita.
mulanya, saya ingatkan disember akan padat dengan majlis2 yang perlu dihadiri, rupa2 feb dan mac lg padat dan sempit. adoiyai....

so, there's always a surprise somewhere.

semak!

hmm, semak! serabut! sesak!

boleh tak awak tolong kurangkan kesemakan saya?

tolong permudahkan hidup saya...

tolong selesaikan semua masalah awak yang ada kaitan dengan saya?

benar, kalau itu yang sebaiknya, biarlah saya tiada apa2 lagi kaitan dengan awak.

cukuplah apa yang saya dah alami selama bersama dengan awak.

andai ini akhirnya, saya redha.

cukuplah dengan sindiran,tohmahan,gurauan yang saya terima berkaitan dengan awak...

saya dah tak nak ada apa2 kaitan dengan awak.

pasti awak akan gembira dengan apa yang awak pilih.

jadi, biarkan saya hidup dengan gembira juga, boleh kan?

Counting!

hey its our anniversary.

It has been a 3 good years and still counting!

thanks for always being there for me.

sorry if i accidentally hurt you,i knew i did. countless times,yes.

millions of memories with you are priceless.

day after day, season by season, year by year.

i hope that you gonna be by my side forever. will ya?

its damn hard to find ur replacement.

but i will have to eventually.

I Sayaaaaaannnnggg u.